i miss IT.
I’m at loss for words. I haven’t touched on this feeling for quite a while... or any feeling for that matter. Keeping myself really preoccupied with things to shrug off what I really feel. I’ve already lost track of how long I’ve been doing this. A year? 2 years? 3 years?
Why?
I’m tired of feeling.
Im tired of getting hurt.
Im tired of hoping.
I’m tired of believing.
Why?
Because I just wanted things back to how they were…
The way people would perfectly fit into each others schedules;
The way we’d get phone calls at 2 a.m. and have endless meaningful (and –less) conversations;
The way people would feel time has deliberately suspended itself to their advantage;
The way the world seemed a lot smaller to everyone;
The way everyone rode that emotional rollercoaster all together;
The way there was so much love and hatred;
The way there was so much jealousy and trust;
The way there was so much backstabbing and loyalty;
The way our lives would intertwine with one another.
The way everything meant so much or that it even meant the world to you.
If things were back to how they were, I wouldn’t mind feeling again.
But that won’t happen anymore.
I just really miss it..
the OC and growing up in the south.. what do they have in common? -- GO figure.
posted by miks @ 5:29 PM
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